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At my lowest on this journey |
I started my weight loss journey in 2011. I was ready to make that change from unhealthy to healthier life change. I knew it wasn't going to be just a diet, but an actual lifestyle change. I had found an exercise program that had pulled me in and I was addicted...ZUMBA®
I didn't like ZUMBA® when I first tried it. I had gone to a class at the Y and just hated it. I felt it was too fast and too confusing. And then my sister Mary visited the area and met a local ZUMBA® instructor Lisa Irish. After a guilt trip from Mary I met her and another friend to try this class in the area. I HAD A BLAST!! I never thought I would like ZUMBA® but I was wrong. After that one class, Lisa introduced me to Ashley Harper who was having a class that was located within 7 minutes of my house. Ashley and I clicked and I really liked her style of leading the class. This girl knew how to do it...her energy, leading technique was just enough motivation for me to get sucked in.
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September 16, 2011 |
As the year went by, my desire to actually instruct ZUMBA® developed and I decided to go for my certification. I was doing well on my weight loss part of the journey and thought, even though I'm not where I want to be yet, I want to be able to encourage people too. I had some supporters too. They chipped in and helped me get my money in time for the training in Kentucky.
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with my instructor Marci |
After my training, I began leading the Saturday classes our facility had. Even with just one attendee at times, she was a very encouraging girl, I was able to get myself accountability to work out. I had also began teaching a class for a local doctor's office at 6 pm before the regular class. Eventually I took over the classes that Ashley had been teaching and was doing up to 5 classes a week.
However, that schedule wasn't good for me mentally or physically and I had to cut back to just doing three classes a week. I lost a few attendees here and there, but my desire was to still encourage people to let them know that fitness can be fun and simple...however, there were those who would say as I did..."I can't do ZUMBA®...I don't know how to dance...the steps are too complicated...the music is not stuff I listen to. My class really enjoyed the music that was popular and requested those songs more than the Latin music required by ZUMBA® Also my attitude was in a rut.
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Kathi and me at our REFIT® training |
My friend Kathi, who had gotten her ZUMBA® certification and wanted to be able to be a great role model for her baby girl, approached me about attending a training session for REFIT® in Columbus this past March (2017). We are so happy that we did. Because we have found a family. It's a different family. I can't explain it into words usually, but knowing I belong at REFIT® makes me want to do fitness more. Wants me to encourage even more.
Throughout this weight loss journey, I have had a few ups and many downs. My ups have been the community I have become apart of. They are so supportive. When I have a low number class, they are there to encourage us to keep at it. They have ideas (a lot that I haven't thought of), suggestions, or just a word of "hang in there." This family (community) is truly the power source of this program. Some of the downs...1) few months after I got my certification for ZUMBA® my father became ill and I was having to cancel a lot of my classes to spend time helping care for him. 2) Not putting myself first in my healthy living journey caused weight gain and an "I just don't care" attitude. 3) and most recent down has been the knee problem I have developed. I am in my late 40s and it just makes me frustrated when injuries causes me to have to modify my way of moving.
Kathi taught class this morning. Frustration had set in as most of the routines that Kathi does are lateral movements and doctor has asked me to limit my lateral movements since my knees are effecting the ability to do them. I was going in and out of the room that we hold class and just doing other things to help build up a sweat (i.e. vacuuming the sanctuary). But she played two songs back to back that were songs I could do...one of which was "Unfinished" by Mandisa. As that song began to play, the Lord began to speak to my heart. When the chorus came it was like the Lord was saying this to me:
I started something good and you've gotta believe it...I started something good and I'm gonna complete it...So celebrate the truth my work in you ain't through...you're just unfinished.
All of my frustrations almost immediately got into check. I realized I'm not a failure, I'm just unfinished. God is still working on me.
During my instructor training,
we did an exercise of what we felt like we were and what we wanted to be. My two words were "failure to finisher". In the past I have failed many times, but I want to be a finisher...and today I felt I was still in the process of finishing...not a failure yet, but still being worked on.
How many times have you just wanted to give up on yourself? I know I have been there as well, but today instead of being ready for giving up, I was ready to process these thoughts and work on ways of modifying the routines so I can still do them and continue to work on my process.
I'm so thankful for Mandisa...who has struggled on her journey of this life. She has expressed in many ways through her songs that have been able to speak to me and allow me to be open to hear God's words for me. Philippians 1:6 says " For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus." God is still working. I'm still willing to be clay in His hands. Let's do this!